by Meghan Shannon Elder | Oct 31, 2007 | Ayahuasca Sacred Medicine, Meghan's Ayahuasca Apprenticeship Journals, Meghan's Posts, Shadow Work, Shamanism, Society and Beliefs, Spiritual Development
I felt so connected to my true self after working in Ayahuasca ceremony. Like nothing could touch me – I’d seen myself and my truth and everything else would just – align. I didn’t expect a post-Ayahuasca crash. What I was not prepared for was... 
by Meghan Shannon Elder | Jan 15, 2008 | Ayahuasca Sacred Medicine, Meghan's Ayahuasca Apprenticeship Journals, Meghan's Posts, Relationships and Family, Shadow Work, Shamanism, Society and Beliefs, Spiritual Development
Emotionally purging? Yeah that felt about right, considering I felt completely out of control. I followed him to the ceremony house, where he led me to a hammock and prepared for my ventiada (which is basically a channeled Medicine healing through Icaros –... 
by Meghan Shannon Elder | Jan 25, 2008 | Ayahuasca Sacred Medicine, Meghan's Ayahuasca Apprenticeship Journals, Meghan's Posts, Relationships and Family, Shamanism, Society and Beliefs, Spiritual Development
For the first few days, it was magical. He took me everywhere. To the butterfly farm, to Quistococha (the beach/zoo place), out on a little boat around Belen. We had fish on the bone at a cool restaurant overlooking the water in Nanay. We even went dancing at the... 
by Meghan Shannon Elder | Feb 15, 2008 | Ayahuasca Sacred Medicine, Meghan's Ayahuasca Apprenticeship Journals, Meghan's Posts, Relationships and Family, Shadow Work, Shamanism, Society and Beliefs, Spiritual Development
We got back to the village, my first time in over six months, and I felt different. I felt like an actual Ayahuasca shamanic apprentice. Plus, I was now unofficially seeing Luco. That brought up a whole slew of other emotions and self-judgements as I worried what the... 
by Meghan Shannon Elder | Mar 1, 2008 | Ayahuasca Sacred Medicine, Meghan's Ayahuasca Apprenticeship Journals, Meghan's Posts, Relationships and Family, Shadow Work, Shamanism, Society and Beliefs, Spiritual Development
Real-world triggers catalyze the pent up jealousy in my body, preparing it for a massive emotional purge… FULL ARTICLE: Ayahuasca Ceremony #12: Jealousy Builds • Meghan Shannon Elder – Ayahuasca Shamanic Apprenticeship and... 