Could I really do this? Apprenticeship? Did I really have it in me? I was near a danger zone of falling into the abyss of caving to the insecurity and the exhaustion of feeling it. Long after the rhythm of the ceremony had settled down to smooth ocean waves, I all of a sudden wanted to hear my own Icaros. “Why? They don’t even work” my insecure voice said in my head. I dominated it with my true spirit’s voice and knew it was an okay time energetically to contribute. So I began.

 

FULL ARTICLE: Ayahuasca Ceremony #190: Breaking Through Insecurity • Meghan Shannon Elder – Ayahuasca Shamanic Apprenticeship and Beyond