Ayahuasca Ceremony #236/ Pregnancy Week 24: A Gift from Mother to Mother 

Ayahuasca Ceremony #236/ Pregnancy Week 24: A Gift from Mother to Mother 

You want to know how to be a mother? Teach this child to love without fear, by example.” It strikes me this is exactly what the Medicine does – loving unconditionally as we release our darkness into her open arms. “All is in Divine Order. The second...
Ayahuasca Ceremony #230: Time to Fly (Releasing Fear of Failure)

Ayahuasca Ceremony #230: Time to Fly (Releasing Fear of Failure)

This fear of failure, it actually sounded like depths of some of the more fear-based aspects of religion passed on through the roots of our generations, still deeply seeped in the collective consciousness. The concept of not being inherently valuable…I have to...
The Layer Above My Soul: New Relationship, Old Triggers

The Layer Above My Soul: New Relationship, Old Triggers

The old relationship triggers are still ready to fight. Early on I developed the “fantasy” defense, the “white picket fence, over the top romantic, save-me-from-myself” kind of deal. She personified as a combination of domesticated June...
Six-Month Collective Consciousness Purge Completion: A Humble Wow

Six-Month Collective Consciousness Purge Completion: A Humble Wow

This is still raw, but the belief system is actively shifting underneath me, even as I write I can feel it’s thick, slow movement. But clearing out this collective consciousness purge in order to actually see it gave me the ability to shine light on it, soften...